Questions...

Why is it that things that you're trying to run away from finally catch up with you at the worst moment?
Why are we embarrassed of ourselves?
Why are we all trying to be someone we are not?
Why is there no originality anymore? Everything is a copy of a copy of a copy.
Why is that people you care the most for end up betraying your trust and people you think were not your friends end up coming closer?
Why do we have the need for constant affection and attention?
Why is the beauty of solitude lost on us?
Why is love so stereotyped?
Why is everything so over hyped?
Why can't people just let things be?
Why does the past catch up with you when you don't want it back?
Why is it that there are so many questions that are unanswered?

Stuck In The Head

I don't know why does this happen that a song gets stuck in your head sometimes. It happens with me a lot. I hear a song and after a while it's all I sing for a while,it's all i hear too..till my roomie gets sick of me playing the same song over and over. I remember reading it somewhere that there's some guy who has the opening music of a video game stuck in his head for some ten odd years. Imagine if you had been in that position! I mean, even though you move on to another song after a while, you always have a soft soft for the preceding song. I've recently been stuck with 'Everything' by Lifehouse..before that it was 'Fear Of The Dark' By Iron Maiden..before that 'All Good Things' By Nelly Furtado...
I don't know why this happens..but i kinda enjoy this phase. It's not just with songs..it's with places too! I'm fascinated with the rooftop of the innovation center! Going upto the sixth floor at the top of a mountain and watching the sunset has its own charm for me. Add to it blowing breeze and amazing clouds. Mind blowing. Same applies to dishes at restaurants.. If I like a certain dish somewhere, that's probably all i'll eat for a while till I get tired of eating it.
Looks like I have an OCD of "being in love" with something for a while.
Well whatever it is..I "love" it!

Disillusioned..Disoriented...

I walk down the street
Taking it all in
The blowing breeze..The green trees,
I try so hard to understand whats happening
Somehow the feeling doesn't desert me..although i feel deserted..
My world crashes down
I walk like a zombie
Dead while living
Not knowing where my path leads
I want my life back again
Those days of happiness
The first smile
The first kiss
The first movie
The first date
Everything we shared..
Our life..
Tears roll down my face..
I want them back..

The scars remain..

Its over..
The entwinement ends..
We are free..

I hate this freedom..
I want you..

"Any Other World"

"Any Other World"

In any other world
You could tell the difference
And let it all unfurl
Into broken reminants

Smile like you mean it
And let yourself let go

Cos it's all in the hands of a bitter, bitter man
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
Take a bow, play the part of a lonely lonely heart
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
To the world you thought you lived in

I tried to live alone
But lonely is lonely, alone
So human as I am
I had to give up my defences

So I smiled and tried to mean it
To let myself let go

Cos it's all in the hands of a bitter, bitter man
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
Take a bow, play the part of a lonely lonely heart
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
To the world you thought you lived in

Cos it's all in the hands of a bitter, bitter man
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
Take a bow, play the part of a lonely lonely heart
Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in
To the world you thought you lived in

Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in [x2]
Say goodbye

In any other world
You could tell the difference

[Spoken]
"I never ever, I forget my story.
My face is not sad, but sometimes, I am sad.

This song's by mika..And i've fallen in love with it...specially after watching a tribute video to ayrton senna's death on youtube..it invokes some very strong emotions..and made me introspect..and come up with answers to whats really happening in my life..