Memories *Sniff*

Okay. I don't know where this sudden urge to blog more is coming from, but it's been there for quite a while now. Well since it's there, i decided to do justice to it ;P. Anyway yesterday i was introduced to a song that has left me reminiscing about the last two years. I did exactly what he said, closed my eyes, turned up the volume and imagined myself at KC.

So many memories came rushing back. It was overwhelming.
It's five thirty in the morning, we're all at kc, playing basket ball. Np, ansh, chandu,dipika,neeti,shir and me. The sun rising in the background. Fast forward a couple more days, standing in front of campus stores,laughing our asses off for some reason. Inside the block, shouting and running through the corridoors just to scare neetika. Hah. What fun! Fp..*our place* ..Innumerable walks and talks with nik...Wishing them back..Goa. The drive to arambol with the wind in our hair. Goa the second time. Sleeping in the general compartment near the door. Diwali. Being around people I love so much. My room. Chand, ansh and me sitting on my bed and laughing and bitching and laughing again. Ansh and riche nights. Shir. Sitting in neeti's room. The drunk girls night. Hilarious and too much at the same time. Divya. Being all cute and caring. All the time. Prachi and ankit. Together. Venugopal. Praying with nik. Nik. Just being with nik. Soup times. Hunger pangs. PMSing. Taking it out on your best friends. Siddharth. Reading in his room. Naera- ever smiling and just dropping in for a chat. Walking back from college talking to vipul. Hospital. Twenty-20 world cup final. Dinners with ansh and chand. The backchodi we did in the library. Being crazy after songs (not unlike right now,but still). Omg. More talks with chand and ansh. Chandu's room. Anshi's room. Nik's room. Places I've lived. Literally. Sid's place. Innumerable parties at Blue's. And the last thing I remember is all of us, the first time we went to end point..walking into the sunset...


There are so many more memories...so so many more...they came to me too...but in repetitions of the song...everything was so crystal clear..suddenly I felt like all of you were here with me. Gave me some sort of inner peace that i was looking for. Calmed me down and then made me ache for you all more. All the more. Cause I knew those times would never come back. NEVER. Things will never be the same again. NEVER. That hurt. That hurt so bad.
But I know, this was the end of a phase in a very long journey..one that will hopefully last all our lives..

'Cause I don't shine if you don't shine...